Thursday, something flew in my ear. I had this weird feeling in my ear and I could feel whatever it was moving around inside of my ear canal. I got this really numbing feeling… I started freaking out, trying to get it to come out. Suddenly the flying stopped, but the pain was still there. I told my mom and she started getting all scared, digging all of her nurse supplies out, trying to pull, pump, whatever… the thing out of my ear. I started crying, which made her more excited, and she told me she’s taking me to the hospital. I didn’t want to go to the hospital and I didn’t want to scare my mom. I could see that she was breathing hard, and since she has a heart condition she can’t be under stress. Soooooo I told her that I didn’t feel it anymore. That was a lie. Well, sorta. I mean, I didn’t feel it flying around, but I still felt pain. Anyway, as the hours went by I got the worst earache ever, and a bad migraine. Now, I hear an echo out of my ear and it keeps fading in and out. It feels like I’m losing my hearing or something. 2 days later and it’s worse. I know I should probably tell her, but I don’t want her to be afraid. I think I may try to go to the hospital without her knowing. I do not want to do that, for a whole other reason, but I don’t want to be the reason I lose my hearing, you know.

On another strange note, my mom’s friend was at work yesterday, at some kind of factory deal, I’m guessing. Where they have large machines and stuff. Well, the girl was working on a machine and something became stuck in the machine. For some dumb reason, she decided to try to pull it out….. Well, the machine kicked back into gear and cut her hand completely off. Weird. I mean, I’ve heard of that happening, like on TV, but never in real life. Damn.