Beautifully-Human

I hate my room. The lighting in here is so bad. I would love to be able to use my camera in my room to take pictures but that’s impossible. I have one ceiling light that barely provides enough light for my whole room. To make it so bad, the light is outdated and just plain ugly. I don’t know if it’s because I watch a lot of design shows on television, but my taste in room decor has really changed. I used to be OK with this poor excuse for bedroom lighting, but now I would rather have some stylish light fixtures that stand out in my room. Not only do I need new light fixtures for more lighting, but I need new light fixtures because I can’t stand to look at my ceiling light much longer.

One of the older women that my mom takes care of has been getting really sick lately. I feel so bad for her because she used to live such an active life and now she’s pretty much confined to a bed. That has to be a really hard thing to deal with. It’s also been really hard on her family because she can’t ever be left alone. A few months ago it wasn’t this bad for her. She had to use a walker to get around and she had to wear a medical id bracelet, but at least she was able to be independent. Now she has to rely on everyone for everything. That must be the worst feeling in the world. I’m so happy to be an able bodied person. I can’t imagine needing someone for everything. It must be so hard.

I’ve been trying to think of things to get my Goddaughter for Christmas and one thing that I’d like to get her is a pair of earrings. It’s difficult to decide what kind of jewelry to get her because she’s still pretty young. I’d love to be able to get her beautiful gemstone jewelry, but she’s at that age where she’s either constantly losing things or either loaning them to all of her little girlfriends. I think I would cry if she lost expensive gemstone jewelry. I think I’ll get her a nice pair of earrings and a necklace and I’ll save the gemstone jewelry for my mom. She’d really love that!

New Jersey is currently in the middle of a snow storm. Today it snowed pretty bad and snow is expected for this weekend as well. I’m not at all excited about that. I know a lot of people pray for a white Christmas, but I can do without the added aggravation. The snow is great the first day, but once it starts to melt everything gets so messy. Especially if you’re on the road driving. If you have a truck, things may be a bit easier, but getting around can still be a task. I’d definitely love to have a truck right now. The kind with cool truck accessories that keep you safe when you’re on a snow filled highway. Well, hopefully the snow wont be around for long.