Beautifully-Human

I am so annoyed with Youtube! I currently subscribe to Sara Bareilles’ official Youtube account and I noticed the other day that they had added her new music video for her song “Fairytale” which I love. I tried to view the video and I got a message saying “This video is not available in your country.” I tried to be slick and change my country but it didn’t work since I’m not even sure what country they released the video for. I got over that and moved on. Two days later I see that a new video for her song “Gravity” had been added to the channel. I tried to view that video and once again got the message “This video is not available in your country.” I’m officially annoyed! I need to find those videos somewhere else now. Stupid Youtube. I know it’s not actually their fault but I have to blame someone!

I miss my privacy! UGH this is another reason that I hate the hot weather. Now that it’s hot I have to open my windows. That means everyone can now look into my windows and see what’s going on. I hate that. I love my privacy. I love to have my dark curtains pulled shut so that I don’t have to worry about who’s peeking around outside seeing what I’m doing. I can’t wait until the summer comes and goes. The fall is my favorite time of the year. You can leave your windows and curtains closed and just enjoy the nice cool weather. I can’t believe so many people actually love the summer. The fall is so much nicer!

I need a job. Well, not right now but I definitely need to find one soon. I’ve been talking to my cousin about moving out of town by the end of this year and I’m curious as to what I can expect from the job market. The bad thing about me is that I’m not passionate about anything. The things that I am passionate about I can no longer do for a living. Graphic design is my first love but it has become too difficult to do that so there is no way I can make a living from it. I need to take some time and think about what really makes me happy. I’d settle for having a job like a futures broker or something similar but a job in design is what I would really love. Hopefully things might still work out in my favor!

Last month I decided that the beginning of this month would mark the start of some healthier eating. No, not dieting, just eating healthier foods. I figure that dieting is so hard because it’s so regimented. My thought was that if I removed that aspect of things it would be easier to stick with it. I don’t want to stress over dieting and exercise. I just want to cut those bad foods out of my life so that I can have more energy. Eventually I would love to start working out but right now that’s just not my priority. I’ve also thought about taking some vitamins and supplements. I’m not sure where to start with that. Most of the people that I know are all about dieting and diet pills. They can tell me about Hydroxycut hardcore but they’re clueless when it comes to vitamins. I guess I have to research those on my own.