Beautifully-Human

I’m sitting here relaxing surfing the Internet while enjoying some delicious cheddar fries. The potato snacks. They’re so good that I’ve almost eaten the whole bag by myself! I promised myself that I wouldn’t eat anymore of these since they’re so high in calories and fat but they’re so hard to resist. I kind of feel like I should do some exercises when I’m done to work them off but I think I’ll just grab a cup of soda pop instead. I’m too tired to be stressing about pounds and calories.

I wish there was a magic pill that I could take to help me lose weight. I don’t mind exercising but I’m the kind of person who gets discouraged if I don’t see results right away. I’ve never taken weight loss pills but I have given a lot of thought to it. I think I need something that can help speed up my metabolism. I should do some research to find out what I can take that will help. Then I wont have to feel so guilty about eating these cheddar fries.

I think I’m dying. OK, that may be just a tiny bit dramatic but I seriously feel that way! I’ve been sick for so long and I never feel as if I’m getting better. I hate feeling like this all of the time but I do keep my great sense of humor! :] I think life would be a whole lot worse if I didn’t have such a cheerful personality. I’m always looking at the bright side of things. Nice, right? LOL

For instance, right now I have the worst pain going through my body but I’m still smiling because at least I’m well enough to type this blog! I love blogging and it makes me happy. I’m also happy because I just took a nice warm shower with the best smelling soap ever!! For some odd reason good smelling soap makes me feel happy. I’m so strange, I know!!

The way I see it is, in a world full of high taxes, bills, term life insurance rates, and everything else, sometimes you just have to stop and smell the… soap! Good smelling soap might I add!!! ;D

I can’t believe how many scary movies have been on the past few days. Every time I check my listings there is another scary movie on. Funny thing about that is that it never occurred to me that Halloween is Friday. I was wondering why there were so many scary movies on but I didn’t even think about it being the week of Halloween. That just goes to show you how much I don’t care about these holidays. I find it so funny that people always wait until October to start watching those crazy movies. Is it a way to get you in the Halloween spirit? I guess people do the same thing with Christmas. I always know when Christmas is near because there are always so many Christmas movies on. I guess whatever works for you. I’ll be spending my Halloween at home watching normal television shows and listening to normal music! I don’t think the kiddies will be stopping by here for candy.

It’s almost 3a and I’m sitting here in the dark drinking tea and working on a drawing. I made the mistake of turning on the light a few minutes ago when I was making my tea so now I have to wait until my eyes focus before I start drawing again. I usually draw in the dark so I’m used to the way that the colors look in the dark. Whenever I turn the light on for a minute and start to draw again everything looks so different. I always make the mistake of picking colors that are about two shades off from the colors I was previously using. I hate that!

Most people probably think it’s crazy to draw in the dark but I love it. Being that I do my drawing on the computer I use the light from the computer to guide me. I’ve noticed that drawing with the light on really hurts my head and eyes. I think it might have something to do with the type of lighting that I have in my bedroom. I could really use some maxim lighting in here. A new chandelier or desk lamp would be perfect!