Beautifully-Human

I love the digital camera that I bought several months ago but I haven’t been able to get much use out of it. At first I felt like it was a waste of money because I really don’t take that many pictures, but I definitely don’t feel like that anymore. I think it’s a really good investment because it takes great pictures and video. Now if only I could use it! I don’t know what happened but for some reason my computer wont read the program that came with the computer. I really need to figure out what the problem is because I know I’m missing out on a lot of features that the camera has to offer.

I eventually want to buy a camera case as well as some other supplies to go with my camera. As of right now my camera is still in the box sitting on my computer. The only thing that I’ve purchased to go with my camera so far is one of those Secure Digital SD memory cards. The one I bought is 1gb and it holds a lot of pictures! Soon I’m going to get a 4gb micro sd memory card for my videos. I love this camera!

I can’t believe Thanksgiving is next month. I’m really looking forward to Thanksgiving this year because we’re not supposed to be having a big gathering. I know most people look forward to having a huge gathering but I’m so relieved that we’re not doing that this year. My family has been having so many dinner parties all year long and they’re such a huge hassle. You would think that the guests would contribute a little more than they do, but that’s not the case with my family. When it comes to family gatherings and food my family is very inconsiderate.

Usually when Thanksgiving is being hosted at our house everything falls on us. We have to buy the food, cook the food and do all of the cleaning. It would be nice if everyone in the family bought a dish of food, condiments, beverages, paper plates & forks or something. Or in the least, offer to help clean up. If they did that it would be nice to have a big gathering. But my family shows up empty-handed and leaves with a sweet potato pie and enough food for two days. That is not fair!! So this year Thanksgiving is on them!

I was sitting here going over some of my old blogs and I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t really like change. Generally speaking that is. I notice from reading my blog entries that I don’t usually respond well to new things if the old things are pretty good. For instance I still watch old episodes of The Facts Of Life and Roseanne but I’m unwilling to give some of the popular television shows that are out now a try. I never realized that I had such an ‘if it’s not broken, don’t fix it attitude’. I think I’m definitely afraid of the unknown. I prefer things that are safe and secure.

It’s funny that I’m just now acknowledging this side of my personality. I’ve always been the type of person who’s afraid to try new things. I’m really fearful of what could happen. If I could change one thing about my personality I would change that. Instead of being so shy and timid I would be more confident and outgoing. There are a lot of things that I would change about myself but I think that basically covers all of the big things. I hate being so afraid. I’m even afraid to try diet pills because I never have before. LOL

I can’t keep up with America’s Next Top Model this season. I’ve tried but I’ve pretty much come to the conclusion that I just don’t care about it. I think that show has seen better days. If it wasn’t for Sheena I don’t think I’d even watch. I love her. She reminds me so much of Kimora Lee Simmons. That’s a good thing by the way! I love Kimora!! Her confidence is definitely something that I admire a lot. I also admire her work ethic and creativity. It also doesn’t hurt that she have two the the cutest little girls I’ve ever seen!!

But yeah, back to America’s Next Top Model. See, I even got bored typing about it! LOL. I hope they keep Sheena around for a while. Actually I hope she wins. I kind of wish Isis was still there. I found her interesting. I think she just needed more confidence. I think a lot of the times Top Model sets you up to fail. But I’m sure nobody is complaining because at least they’re better off after the show than they were before. Well, in most cases…