Beautifully-Human

I have a lot on my mind today. It’s just ‘one of those days’. I’ve never really given much thought to how much of a loner I am but today I feel extremely lonely and emotional. I have people in my life but I don’t feel that they’re really there for me. It seems as though no one is ever around when I need them. I can’t really complain about that though because even when people are around I tend to stay to myself. I’m really starting to feel a depression coming over me and I don’t know what to do!

I think I need to start being like those people who love to pamper themselves and have their ‘me time’. Although I’m alone a lot I never really have that time to myself. I’m going to need to buy myself a foot spa so I can spend time relaxing, listening to music, and pampering myself. Maybe I could even have a glass of wine or two. I need to find a friend who has a membership to a wine of the month club because I have no idea how to pick a good wine. LOL Doesn’t that sound like a great way to relax?

Have you guys been watching Dancing With The Stars? For some reason this season seems kind of lame to me. I haven’t even been watching it regularly. I pretty much just read the recap on the E! website and then I go to Youtube and watch whatever performances sounded interesting. So basically exactly like I did last season. I found it hilarious that everyone made such a huge deal about Kim being on there and then she turned out to be a horrible dancer. I guess trying to make sure her butt stays in place can be distracting. Boo at her.

Besides that nothing else has really entertained me. A lot of people seem to be entertained by Cloris but I just don’t get it. She makes me feel really uncomfortable or something. I don’t find her at all funny. I think next season they should find a way to change the show up a bit. I’m sure I’m not the only one who thinks that it has become pretty lame.

I love the digital camera that I bought several months ago but I haven’t been able to get much use out of it. At first I felt like it was a waste of money because I really don’t take that many pictures, but I definitely don’t feel like that anymore. I think it’s a really good investment because it takes great pictures and video. Now if only I could use it! I don’t know what happened but for some reason my computer wont read the program that came with the computer. I really need to figure out what the problem is because I know I’m missing out on a lot of features that the camera has to offer.

I eventually want to buy a camera case as well as some other supplies to go with my camera. As of right now my camera is still in the box sitting on my computer. The only thing that I’ve purchased to go with my camera so far is one of those Secure Digital SD memory cards. The one I bought is 1gb and it holds a lot of pictures! Soon I’m going to get a 4gb micro sd memory card for my videos. I love this camera!

I can’t believe Thanksgiving is next month. I’m really looking forward to Thanksgiving this year because we’re not supposed to be having a big gathering. I know most people look forward to having a huge gathering but I’m so relieved that we’re not doing that this year. My family has been having so many dinner parties all year long and they’re such a huge hassle. You would think that the guests would contribute a little more than they do, but that’s not the case with my family. When it comes to family gatherings and food my family is very inconsiderate.

Usually when Thanksgiving is being hosted at our house everything falls on us. We have to buy the food, cook the food and do all of the cleaning. It would be nice if everyone in the family bought a dish of food, condiments, beverages, paper plates & forks or something. Or in the least, offer to help clean up. If they did that it would be nice to have a big gathering. But my family shows up empty-handed and leaves with a sweet potato pie and enough food for two days. That is not fair!! So this year Thanksgiving is on them!